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Radha: Kanna, would Kannan give me that hand?
Kannan: Why does Radha need this hand?
Radha: Kanna, please give that hand….
Kannan: Right Radhae,
here is Kannan’s hand.
Radha: Ha! Moments for which Radha was waiting!
Kannan: Ohh! What have you done Radhae? You have bitten and cut Kannan’s hand? Why did you bite Radhae?
Radha: Did that hurt, Kanna? Everybody says “His lips are sweet and everything is sweet of the Emperor of sweetness” . Radha wanted to test whether that was true.
Kannan: When Radha tested what was the answer that Radha got?
Radha: Radha has understood that indeed the everything is sweet about Kannan.
Kannan: How?
Radha: Inspite of knowing that this naughty Radha will bite, Kannan extended that hand. Hence how sweet is Kannan’s mind.
Kannan: Radhe… Radhe… Radhaeshyam!!!!!
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Radha : Which is the flowers that Kannan loves most?
Kannan : Kannan loves all flowers Radhae…
Radha : Even then, any one flower will be liked most..
Kannan : Why should Radha know that?
Radha : It is to dedicate that flower to Kannan…
Kannan : Radhae, there is no smell, form or colour for the flower which Kannan likes. But that flower is more beautiful than all the other flowers.
Radha : Is there a flower like that? What is that, Kanna….?
Kannan : That is the flower of the heart..
Radha : A flower that is most difficult to dedicate…
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Radha : Kanna, Radha is the mind..
Kannan : Then, what is Kannan?
Radha : Kannan is pure awareness.
Kannan : What is the reason for saying so?
Radha : The mind should become aware of Consciousness ( Awareness)… so the mind should always observe ( be aware of) Consciousness…
Kannan : Yes Radhae..
Radha : Radha is now doing exactly that, is it not?
Kannan : So, the distance between us, involves awareness, is it not?
Radha : Radha does not refer to that distance as becoming aware… but instead calls it, as love. That is not at all a distance for Radha. It is the path of love for moving from Radha to Kannan and for Kannam to move from Kannan to Radha.
Kannan : Radhae.. Radhae.. Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Kanna which is the most powerful of wealth, beauty and strength?
Kannan : The answer will be given. Before that Radha must tell which is the most powerful.
Radha : Radha does not know. However, since everyone gives importance to all three, Radha asks this question, Kanna…
Kannan : Wealth depletes. Beauty wanes. Even strength wears out. If they all decrease will they be powerful? That which weakens all this, will be most powerful, is it not?
Radha : Very correct, Kanna…. we should have faith in that power that never weakens.
Kannan : Radhae, if sought with love, that power is achievable. Even that power yields only before that love.
Radha : If there is love within us, then that would be the most powerful is it not?
Kannan : Yes Radhae…..
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Kannan : Why is Radha hiding the face by holding the dupatta to the face?
Radha : How does the dupatta affect Kannan, for whom no cover affects at all?
Kannan : The dupatta is not at all a cover for Kannan. But for Radha will not the dupatta be a cover to hide Kannan?
Radha : But Kanna… It was on seeing Kannan that Radha concealed her face with the dupatta. So before hiding Radha’s face, Radha saw Kannan.
Kannan : If seen, why conceal? Everybody sees by removing the cover…
Radha : Was it not because Radha hid her face, that Kannan came running to Radha ?
Kannan : Ha ha ha.. So this was a merry play to closely watch Kannan,is it not? Radhae.. Radhae.. Radhaeshyam..
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Radha : Radha does not need anything other than Kannan, Kanna…
Kannan : Why is it so, Radhae..?
Radha : We always love those who love us, is it not? Radha gets as much love as possible from Kannan.
Kannan :Then what other reason?
Radha : Don’t we think that those whom we desire, should always remain with us. Kannan is imperishable and ever existing, is it not?
Kannan : Are there any other reason for loving?
Radha : It is possible to love only those who for sure will not abandon. Radha is sure that even if Radha abandons Kannan, Kannan wil not abandon Radha.
Ksnnan : What, if by chance, none of these are true..?
Radha : Even then Radha wants only Kannan.
Kannan : What is the reason for that..?
Radha : Because, for Radha, there is no need for a reason to love Kannan….
Kannan :Radhae..Radhae… Radhaeshyam…
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Kannan : Why did Radha start loving Kannan?
Radha : It was due to Kannan loving Radha that Radha began to love Kannan.
Kannan : Radha loved Kannan with the mind. Loving is done with the mind, is it not?
Radha : Yes Kanna.. Why does Kannan ask that?
Kannan : If Kannan asks to surrender that mind, what will Radha do..?
Radha : Radha will obey if Kannan says to do so. Radha will surrender the mind to Kannan.
Kannan : If the mind is surrendered, how will Radha love, Kannan? With what will Radha love Kannan?
Radha : The flow of the river ceases when it merges into the sea. Then whether, should the flow be! What for, should the flow be!
Kannan : Radhae.. Radhae.. Radhaeshyam..
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Radha: Kanna, please teach Radha how to meditate.
Kannan: What for does Radha meditate?
Radha: To be aware of Kannan…
Kannan: During meditation, when the mind becomes still, how can Kannan be known?
Radha: To be aware of Kannan, mind is not required, Kanna…
Kannan: Then Radha need not meditate at all.
Radha: Why does Kannan say so?
Kannan:If the thought to meditate persists and exists always, what happens there is meditation, is it not?
Radha: Kanna….Kanna….
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Kannan : Shall Kannan keep on looking at Radha’s eyes..?
Radha : Kanna..,Radha’s eyes like to keep on seeing Kannan ..
Kannan : Radhae, how did Radha’s eyes become so large, wide and gentle ..?
Radha :Oh, that Kanna….. That is because the eyes which are attentively looking for Kannan, sees Kannan in everything..
Kannan : Radha’s eyes are beautiful.
Radha : It will be surprising, if the eyes which keep on looking attentively, for Kannan, are not beautiful, is it not..?
Kannan : Not only eyes, even the heart of Radha, is beautiful.
Radha : Yes.. yes..just like Kannan..
Kannan : Radhaeshyam..
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Radha : Kanna, today we shall go together, to collect flowers.
Kannan : Kannan is indeed, very fond of going with Radha to gather flowers…. but often, Radha does not ask Kannan to join…
Radha : Although Kannan is not requested to join, Kannan is always there…
Kannan : Then, why was Kannan, now asked to join?
Radha : That is because this Kannan knows how to show the inner Kannan.
Kannan : So it is not for gathering flowers that we are going?
Radha : The purpose of going is in search of one to whom the freshly bloomed flowers have to be dedicated to…
Kannan : Radhaeshyam.!
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Radha : Kanna, Radha does not know how to talk from point of awareness.
Kannan : Then, how is it that Radha speaks..?
Radha : It is only from the state of love that Radha can do anything…
Kannan : That is enough, Radhae… When Radha exists like that, Kannan can understand and experience the state in which Radha exists ..
Radha: Radha as the state of love and Kànnan as awareness..
Kannan : But Radhae, these two meet to be one, at the centre, isn’ it?
Radha: Yes Kanna.. Divine love and awareness become one centre.
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Radha: May Radha say what is the greatest wish of Radha?
Kannan:Do tell Radhae…..
Radha: Radha wishes to be that Radha whom Kannan desires….
Kannan: How would that Radha whom Kannan desires to be, be like?
Radha: Radha does not know that Kanna.
Kannan: Radhae is desiring , the unknown, right?
Radha: Kanna, Radha surrenders even her desire, to the holy feet of Kannan.
Kannan: This is what Kannan desires, Radhae.
Radha: Kanna….Kanna…
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Radha : Kanna, what happens when the secrets of life are understood?
Kannan : When the secrets of life are grasped, the karma’s will be performed in greater awareness.
Radha : What happens when karmas are executed in full awareness.
Kannan : It will be possible to realise the Creator of karmas( mind and thoughts) or awareness itself
Radha : So what is the difference between knowing the secret of life and knowing the Creator?
Kannan : Radhae, the first reduces karmas, the second ends karmas..
Radha : Kanna.. Kanna…
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Kannan : Radhae…, Is Radha afraid of illusion?
Radha : No, Kanna..Radha is not at all afraid of illusion.
Kannan : Why doesn’ t Radha fear illusion?
Radha : When Kannan is holding Radha’s hand, why should Radha fear illusion?
Kannan: Oh…
Radhaeshyam…
Radha : Kanna.., Surely, it is difficult to overcome the effect of illusion and reach Kannan. But since Kannan surmounts maya and grasps Radha’s hand, there is no reason for Radha to fear illusion, is there?
Kannan : Radhae… Radhae..
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Radha : Kanna, since Kannan is always remembered, Radha often forgets herself.
Kannan : How does Radha view that experience..?
Radha : Kanna, Radha has to be there, to remember Kannan, is it not? Then is it right, for Radha,to forget that Radha who remembers Kannan?
Kannan : So Radha wants to remember Kannan, as well as not to forget that Radha who remembers Kannan, as well, is it not?
Radha : Yes Kanna… Radha wants to remember Radha, along with Kannan. For that Radha feels there is only one way out.
Kamnan : What is that way out Radhae…?
Radha : Kannan, should remember that Radha, who remembers Kannan. Then Radha can remember Radha.
Kannn : How I that possible..?
Radha : There is nothing in Kanna that is impossible…
Kannan : Radhaeshyam
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Radha : Kanna.., How does Kannan execute Kannan’s karmas?
Kannan : I do not have any karmas to be executed, ..
Radha : Then what about these karmas?
Kannan : None those of karmas affect Kannan, at all…
Radha : That is what Radha asked that how does Kannan perform actions.
Kannan : Radhae, To do karmas, Kannan needs mind. For that Kannan creates mind..
Radha : Now Radha understood, how Kannan performs action…
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Kanna.. why was Kaaliyan, of Kaalindhi let off without being killed..?
Kannan : Radhae, Kaliyan is miserable and imperfect.. It is only the venom within that is the problem..
Radha : That is why Kannan let him fee, is it not…?
Kannan : Kaliyan was not left unslayed, but was left after slaying…
Radha : Yes, yes.. Kannan let free Kaliyan after slaying the venomous nature within…
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Kanna…, why could Kannan be the breath of life for Radha?
Kannan : That Radha alone knows, Radhae…
Radha : Radha does not know that… Kannan must give an answer to Radha.
Kannan : Without knowing the answer how did Kannan become the breath of life for Radha?
Radha : Radha does not know that.
Kannan : Then what is it that Radha knows?
Radha : Radha knows that Kannan knows everything…
Kannan : How does Radha know that..?
Radha : Radha does not know how Radha was able to be aware of that fact. However, that awareness of Kannan being the breath of life was there in Radha…
Kannan : Radhae…, it is that awareness which made Kannan, the breath of life, of Radha.
Radha : My dear Kanna…
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Kannan : Did Radha call??
Radha : Radha always keeps on calling Kannan. Did Kannan hear those calls?
Kannan : To all the calls heard, answers were given to Radha…did Radha hear those answers?
Radha : Kanna, now Radha is learning to call Kannan. Next Radha must learn to listen to Kannan.
Kannan : Who teaches all these things?
Radha : Only the one who knows all, can teach…..
Only the Creator can nurture us and teach …
Kannan : Radhe… Radhe…
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Radha : Kanna, what was Radha’s past life..?
Kannan : Why should it be known?
Radha : To know whether it was with Kannan.
Kannan : What if it was not with Kannan!?
Radha : Then Radha does not want to know it, Kanna…
Kannan : Next, should the future life be known?
Radha : No Radha does not want to know about it, Kanna…
Kannan : Why not..?
Radha : If Kannan is seen and abided with, then there is no birth or death…
Kannan : Radheshyam. .
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Kannan: Radhae, Kannan is now convinced of a fact.
Radha: What is that Kanna ?……
Kannan: The fact that Radha had love for Kannan
Radha: Kanna….. What is Kannan saying….does it mean that now there is no love, Kanna?….
Kannan: Now if there is no love, would Radha ask this question?
Radha: Then why did Kannan tell like that?
Kannan: There is a reason, Radhae!
Radha.: Please tell
Kannan: Kannan loves Radha every moment, is it not.. ? At those moments when Radha accepts that love, how will Radha get time to reciprocate that love?
Radha: True Kanna… It is a matter that Radha has often thought of…when that fact was stated by Kannan, Radha was shocked. Then does not Radha love Kannan, Kanna?
Kannan: Please tell Radhae!
Radha: Radha is aware that nobody can love as much as Kannan. We cannot love Kannan but can only experience that love as much as possible….Kanna , the love of Kannan has made Radha the formless form or natural state of love . What more does Radha require?
Kannan: Love love love bliss
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Kannan : Radhae, imagine a turbulent and fast flowing river.
Radha : Imagined Kanna..
Kannan : Visualize Radha standing on one bank and Kannan on the other…
Radha : Imagined Kanna..
Kannan : What will Radha do, to reach close to Kannan..?
Radha : Radha will reach close to Kannan by the bridge of love…
Kannan: Radhae… Radhae…
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Radha : Kanna, why does Kannan always say Radhaeshyam?
Kannan : It is said that the one who chants the name of God becomes the one whose name is chanted.
Radha : Oh Kanna…!
Kannan : What is it Radhae..?
Radha : Radha who chanted the divine name was transformed to Shyam by Kannan, is it not? Yet it is Radha’s name that is first uttered …
Kannan : Radhae, will it be possible not to recognise and accept Radha who thought of continuing with chanting, on thinking of chanting?
Radha : Kanna, is it not Kannan who searched out Radha to chant the divine name ?
Kannan : Radheshyam…
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Radha : Kanna, why does Kannan always say Radhaeshyam?
Kannan : It is said that the one who chants the name of God becomes the one whose name is chanted.
Radha : Oh Kanna…!
Kannan : What is it Radhae..?
Radha : Radha who chanted the divine name was transformed to Shyam by Kannan, is it not? Yet it is Radha’s name that is first uttered …
Kannan : Radhae, will it be possible not to recognise and accept Radha who thought of continuing with chanting, on thinking of chanting?
Radha : Kanna, is it not Kannan who searched out Radha to chant the divine name, is it not?
Kannan : Radheshyam…
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Radha : Kanna, it is from Kannan that Radha realises that she knows nothing at all.
Kannan : How does Radha realise that?
Radha : Since Kannan stands as a mirror, Radha is revealed as she is, to Radha herself…
Kannan : All right. So for Radha, Kannan is a mirror, is it not?
Radha : For only those who Kannan becomes a mirror, only he will be able to see himself….
Kannan : Oh..is it so… In that case Radha should always safegaurd it, by keeping the mirror shining. Doesn’t Radha want to be ever beautiful?
Radha : Definitely Kanna..
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Radha : Kanna, There is no other refuge for Radha other than Kannan….
Kannan : What makes Radha think so…?
Radha : Kannan is the great shore. Radha is the sea. Radha rushes to the shore,due to the awareness that the shore is the refuge.
Kannan : Radhae, does not that sea exist on the extended land of that shore, itself? Then why the rush towards shore?
Radha: Kanna… Kanna…
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Kannan : How does Radha grasp what Kanna thinks?
Radha : That Kanna.. Radha”s heart conveys it to Radha..
Radha : Kanna.., How does Kannan quickly grasp what Radha thinks ?
Kannan : That Radhae… Radha exists in Kannan is it not ?
Radha : Kanna.., It is possible only for heart of Radha to understand Radha’s Kannan….
Kannan : Radhae, how does Radha develop that heart of Radha?
Radha : Radha realises that the so called heart of Radha is the heart of Kannan itself.
Kannan : Radheshyam…
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Radha : Kanna.., Radha wishes to walk with Kannan.
Kannan : Radha always walks with Kannan, is it not?
Radha : Not that, Kanna.. At the mental level, Radha wants to always walk with Kannan.
Kannan: Radha always walks with Kannan, at the mental level.
Radha : Yes Kanna.. But, as I walk with Kannan like that and when Kannan takes away the mind from me, Radha cannot walk with Kannan at the mental level. ..
Kannan : If so, shall Kannan give that mind of Radha back to Radha only?
Radha : Do not, Kanna.. It is safer for Radha’s mind to be in Kannan’s hands only.
Kannan : Then does not Radha want to walk with Kannan at the mental level?
Radha : Kanna.., do not pay attention to the foolish talk of Radha …Radha likes it when Kannan walks with Radha’s mind in Kannan’s hands…
Kannan : Radheshyaam..
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Radha : Kanna, when Radha’s eyes are open, Kannan will be seen. Then it is felt that this is Radha’s Kannan. Radha does not like that.
Kannan : Why is it so, Radhae? Does not Radha like to think that it is Radhae’ s Kannan, Radhae? If so think of it as Kannan’s Radha…
Radha : Kanna,, not like that… on thinking either way, without knowing Radha ends up remembering herself Kanna, for Radha it is enough to only remember Kannan… It is enough to completely forget Radha and only remember Kannan.
Kannan : Radheshyam…
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Radha : Kanna.., Radha is not loving Kannan.
Kannan : Kannan knows that Radhae..
Radha: Since Kannan knows that it is possible to get closer to Kannan.
Kannan : Even then just let me ask….why does not Radha love Kannan?
Radha : Since Kannan is love itself, it is possible only for Kannan to love, is it not?
Kannan : Then what is possible for Radha?
Radha : It is possible for Radha to only live in that love….
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Does Kannan meditate ?
Kannan : Has Radha seen Kannan meditate ?
Radha : Although Kannan has not been seen meditating, in Kannan Radha sees signs of a meditating yogi.
Kannan : If all the signs of meditation are manifested, then why does Kannan meditate?
Radha : It is after seeing these manifestations that Radha meditates.
Kannan : Radheshyam…
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Kannan : Does Radha know, how Radha became Radha?
Radha : Radha does not know so well, like Kannan…
Kannan : Radha may tell as Radha knows about that matter…
Radha : Since Radha surrendered her mind to Kannan, Radha became Kannan’s Radha…
Kannan : Even Kannan will not tell so beautifully, Radhae…
Radha : See, it is possible only for Kannan to express it so beautifully….
Kannan : Radheshyam…
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Radha : Hare.. Hare..
Kannan: Radhe.. Radhe …
Radha : From when Kannan has been seen, Radha has radically changed…
Kannan : How did Radha understand that?
Radha :Radha is able to resonate with Kannan and understand Kannan. That is how Radha understood.
Kannan : Is Radha sure of whatever is perceived is the Truth ?
Radha : Radha is very sure that there is nothing, that is not the Truth.
Kannan: Radheshyam…
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Radha : Kanna, Radha is tired today..
Kannan : What is the reason Radha…? Was there a lot of work ?
Radha : No Kanna…
Kannan : Then what is the reason for today’s tiredness?
Radha : Kanna, today it was not possible to think much about Kannan…hence Radha is feeling very tired.
Kannan : Radha means to say that on thinking of Kannan, the energy to exist is derived by Radha?
Radha : Yes Kanna…
Kannan : Then why did Radha forget to think about Kannan?
Radha: Radha did not forget that.. if forgotten then Radha would have remembered. But today Radha intentionally forgot Kannan…
Kannan : Why did Radha forget ?
Radha : To convince Radha… to make Radha aware that how much Kannan is an integral part of Radha….
Kannan : Radheshyam…
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Radha: Kanna…how did Kannan become complete.
Kannan: Radhae, Kannan did not become but was complete.
Radha: Kanna, when will Radha achieve completeness?
Kannan: Kannan does not know that.
Radha: There is nothing that Kannan does not know.
Kannan: How does Radha know that?
Radha: Because Radha exists in Kannan. Incompleteness exists in completeness,….
Kannan: Radhaeshyaam..
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Kannan : Radhae.., why is Radhae so very happy today?
Radha : Today Kannan gave a knowledge to Radha..so Radha is very happy.
Kannan : What knowledge?
Radha : Kanna.., the knowledge that the world is fully in Kannan.
Kannan: Then, is Radha within Kannan?
Radha: Yes.., Radha is within Kannan only.
Kannan : Then how is it that Radha is now standing in front of Kannan and talking?
Radha: Kannan is within Kannan also, Kanna…
Kannan : Radhaeshyaam.. Radhae.. Radhae…
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Kannan: Everything for Radha has a touch of Kannan, is it not?
Radha: Radha likes to recognise everything in that manner.
Kannan: How did Radha achieve that ability?
Radha: That is not Radha’s ability. It is the nature of the individual soul of Radha.
Kannan: How did Radha find that nature of the soul?
Radha: On existing with Kannan, Radha will be with the formless Supreme soul.
Kannan: What happens at that time.
Radha: At that time, all will be experienced as the formless form.
Kannan: Radhaeshyaam..
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Radha: Why did Kannan select Radha?
Kannan: How did I select?
Radha: Our selection of Kannan has no significance. The selection by Kannan of anyone has significance.
Kannan: Radha was selected for the single reason that Radha never thinks about herself. All right, why did Radha select Kannan?
Radha: Selection means choosing one out of a vareity. If so Radha did not select, is it not? Radha took Kannan because Radha does not have many to select. Radha has only one.
Kannan: Radhaeshyaam….
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Kannan: Kannan is going to ask Radha, a question.
Radha: All right Kanna…with Kannan’s help Radha will answer Kannan’s question.
Kannan: What is the difference between worship and prayers.
Radha: The difference is like the difference between day and night. Worship is not possible for a materialistic mind. But it is prayer arises from materialism.
Kannan: Be more clear, Radhae.
Radha: It is not possible for those who have a strong desire towards a materialistic life to worship God. Only when there is supreme love of God will worship of God become possible.
Kannan:True Radhae..For those who are caught in rising levels of materialism, it becomes impossible to even pray…then how can worship be done? Those who worship me are dearest to me.
Radha: Is this Radha dear to Kannan?
Kannan: How can Radha, who forgets herself in worship of God, not be dear to Kannan?
Radha: Kanna….Kanna…
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Kannan : Radhae, is it wrong if Radha gets angry with Kannan ?
Radha : Why should Radha get angry with Kannan? Getting angry is a shortcoming of Radha, is it not? The cause of that is Radha herself. It is not Kannan, is it?..
Kannan : Then, doesn’t Radha get angry with Kannan…?
Radha : Radha does get angry. But it isn’t with Kannan. It is only with Radha.
Kannan : Why does Radha get angry with Radha only?
Radha : Radha does get angry with herself for self imposed shortcomings
Kannan : What does Radha do to remove that anger ?
Radha: The mind which creates the feeling of anger will be surrendered to Kannan.
Kannan : Kannan will accept that Radha who surrenders the angry mind to Kannan.
Radha : That is how Radha’s anger disappears, Kanna.
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Kanna, this world is exquisite.
Kannan : It appears to be beautiful because Radha’s mind is surely beautiful.
Radha : This world does not seem to be illusionary, for Radha.
Kannan : Everybody views this world as illusionary.
Radha : If it is possible for the illusion to remind of the creator of illusion ( Mayavi), how will that be illusion?
Kannan : The world does not seem to be an illusion for Radha due to Radha’s mind not being affected by illusion.
Radha : Kannan completely fills Radha’s mind. Within Kannan illusion remains, as well.. However Radha exists in Kannan…Radha exists in the Kannan within the illusion.That is why Radha cannot perceive illusion.
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Kanna.., who is Radha for Kannan?
Kannan: Could the question be made more clear?
Radha : For Kannan, is Radha, Kannan only or Radha only?
Kannan : For Kannan, Radha is Kannan only. However, for the sake of Radha, Kannan considers Radha to be Radha only.
Radha : What is the benefit of seeing Radha like that..?
Kannan : It is beneficial to Radha if Kannan sees Radha like that.
Radha: The goodness/ virtue of the Virtuous becomes beneficial when the help of the Virtuous is sought.
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Kannan : Radhae, what is it that Radha wanted to tell?
Radha : Yes Kanna… Radha has something to ask… If Kannan is separated from Kannan, then what remains there ?
Kannan : What remains there?Does Radha have any idea as to what remains there?
Radha : Radha does not know, that is why Radha is asking this to Kannan.
Kannan : How can that be right…? If Radha exists in Kannan, Radha should know the answer…
Radha : All right . But Radha is not able to perceive.
Kannan : If Radha disappears from the present state, Radha will find the answer.
Radha : Yes, if Radha vanishes from the present state, then Kannan alone remains and the answer will also be obtained. But then the question is what if Kannan diasappears from Kannan itself?…then how will Radha get the answer?
Kannan : If Kannan exists in Kannan then even if Kannan vanishes, yet the Kannan that is permanently established and all pervading will be there.
Radha : Radha cannot understand that.
Kannan : Kannan can understand that. So Radha should recognise Kannan.
Radha : Hare Krishna…
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Radha : In the blue lake of the mind, a blue lotus has bloomed, Kanna…
Kannan : So, who is my Radha?
Radha : Radha is the bee that comes to relish the honey in that lotus…
Kannan : But Radhae…
Radha : What Kanna…?
Kannan : Now then, in whose mind did this imagination arise ?
Radha : In our minds..in Kannan’s and Radhae’s mind..
Kannan : Beautiful imagination….! Even the minds of those who are close together is one and the same only….!
Radha : In the imagination of the unified mind of ours, the two separate lotus and the bee are going to merge into one.
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Kanna, is it not Kannan who mixed the colours for the peacock’s feather ?
Kannan : Is it not Radha who saw those colours ?
Radha : Is it not Kannan who taught, to see those colours?
Kannan : When it was taught, was it not Radha who learnt that?
Radha : Even though it was learnt by Radha, is not Kannan that learning?
Kannan : Is not that learning in Radha?
Radha : Does not Radha reside in Kannan?
Kannan : Is it not Radha who found the place in Kannan?
Radha : Is it not Kannan who gave the space to Radha?
Kannan : Is it not Radha who resided completely in that place?
Radha : Kanna, it is Radha who resided completely in Kannan.
Kannan : It is that Radha who also saw the mixed colours, by Kannan, on the peacock’s feather.
Radha : Everything happens by grace of Kannan.
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Kannan : Radhae, today Radha has to give food to Kannan.
Radha : Everyday, Radha has food only after dedicating to Kannan.
Kannan : That food is consumed with great relish.
Radha : Then why is Kannan ask for food to be given?
Kannan : Give Kannan food ..
Radha : There is a catch in this request..
Kannan : Give food to Kannan , Radhae..
Radha : The food is Radha herself..
Kannan : Ohh!… the stomach feels full.. Radhaeshyam…
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Kannan : Radhae, what does Radha feel on merging with Kannan…?
Radha: Radha just feels complete.
Kannan : But Radhae..
Radha : What happened Kanna…?
Kannan : What if at a later time, people find fault with Kannan, in not marrying Radha ?
Radha : Ha ha ha..
Kannan : Why did Radha laugh?
Radha : There should be two for a marriage to occur, is it not? Here there is only one. Radha has become Kannan, is it not..? Those who are aware of this fact will never find fault with Kannan..
Kannan : Radheshyam..
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Radha : Kanna, yesterday Radha saw a dream. Even now it is not possible for Radha to come out of it.
Kannan : So, Radha still remains in that dream?
Radha : Yes Kanna…
Kannan : What dream has Radha seen, which makes it impossible for Radha to come out?
Radha : Radha just looked into Kannan’s eyes. At that time, Radha was seen in Kannan’s eyes. Then in the eyes of that Radha, Kannan is there. In that Kannan’s eyes, Radha is there. In that manner, keeping on going inward.
Kannan : Now what is to be done?
Radha : If Radha goes inward or outward, Radha is now deep within.
Kannan : Then the eye of Kannan is Radha.
Radha : But the eye of that Radha is Kannan..
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Kanna! who is Radha, for Kannan?
Kannan : Radha is breath, for Kannan…
Radha : Oh ! Is Radha of that much importance for Kannan..?
Kannan : Yes Radhae.. Well, what is Kannan to Radha?
Radha : Kannan is Radha’s life force(praana)..
Kannan : Breath and praana exist as one…either of them does not exist without the other..
Radha : Yes Kanna…but even if Radha does not exist, Kannan has existence . However, without Kannan, Radha has no existence. Yet, Radha exists in Kannan.
Kannan : There seems to be a doubt, Radhae….
Radha : Kanna, what was meant is that, when Radha is not born, Radha exists in Kannan, is it not? Next, if Radha is born, then also Radha exists in Kannan..
Kannan : If Radha is definitely, always in Kannan, then why did Radha say that even if Radha is not there, Kannan can exist?
Radha : Oh, that.., it was to hear Kannan say that Radha remains always with Kannan…
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Kannan : Radhae, a Gopi asked one question, today.
Radha: What was the question, Kanna? Radha also wants to hear it.
Kannan : Surely will share with Radha…the question is that..it is felt whether prayer itself is ever required ..?
Radha : Whatever it is, why did that gopi ask so ?
Kannan : That gopi meant to ask, whether only by praying to Kannan will Kannan know. What is the opinion of Radha ?
Radha : Prayer is not meant for Kannan.. it is for us .. prayer is not for only Kannan to hear..it is for us to realise the dedication in us, is it not ..?
Kannan :All the words of Radha, arises from the heart… the reason is that words have great power….
Radha : Kanna, what Radha has understood is that even if, without saying anything itself, Kannan knows everything, as we pray more will we totally surrender to seek refuge in Kannan…
Kannan: Radhaeshyam…
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Kannan: Radhe, may Kannan say about a desire…
Radha: Please tell Kanna….Radha has a desire to live according to Kannan ‘s desire.
Kannan: If it is so, what will Radha do if Kannan has no desire, whatsoever?
Radha: Then is there life for Radha?
Kannan: Radhe, it is then that Radha really lives.
Radhs: Hare Hare.
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Radha: Kanna will love be selfish?
Kannan: That is not love, Radhe; what is felt to be love is only selfishness.
Radha: What is the difference between love and selfish love?
Kannan: Love based on
sense of I is selfish.That love only loves the I within; when love is used for one’s own happiness, that becomes selfish love.
Radha: Then what is love?
Kannan: In love there are no individuals however there is love in individuals. Love is divine. When attachment based on thoughts of me and mine vanishes, our selfish love becomes divine.
Radha: Hare Hare..
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Vanamala : Kanna, why did you selact me with no fragance or goodness for the floral garlnd to adorn your chest? Am I worthy of it?
Kannan: Who told that you have no fragrance or any goodness?
Flute: Being a mere hollow reed, I felt blessed when you held me to your red lips.
Kannan: Within you there is a void that is present outside as well.
Peacock feather: Being proud of my beauty, as I merged into Kannan I experienced the joy of submission, Kanna!
Kannan: Do you realise the bliss which arises in me when you merged into me?
Yellow silk: Kanna what am I actually doing?
Kannan: You are always spreading the message of love……
Ornaments and garments: Kanna, when we came to you, our beauty increased; never have we increased your beauty.
Kannan: Being close together and
merging togerher (into nothingness) are different, friends…
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Radha: Kanna, may I tell a truth?
Kannan: There is only one truth, Radhe.
Radha: …….
Kannan: Right….please do tell Radhe.
Radha: May Radha tell about something which has been understood?
Kannan: Since the real matter (source) has not been understood, the mind still persists..
Radha: ….
Kannan: Ha ha… please do tell Radhae..
Radha: Kanna, Radha does not know anything, please do not forsake, oh ocean of mercy…
Kannan: Radhe Radhe..
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Kannan: Radhe, why the silence?
Radha: I was listening to the pleasant music of silence….
Kannan: When Kannan is there, is there a need of silence for Radha ?
Radha: Radha is fond of the pleasant music of silence, Kanna….
Kannan: But Kannan wants to talk so much with Radha; what will Kannan do if Radha becomes silent?
Radha: Radha remains silent to hear Kannan’s call and to talk only to Kannan isn’t it?
Kannan: Radhe Radhe…
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Radha: Kanna, what is it that is true?
Kannan: Radhe what is eternal is true.
Radha: What is eternal, Kanna?
Kannan: ……..
Radha: Kkanna, please answer.
Kannan: ……..
Radha: Why Kanna, are you maintaining silence?
Kannan: …….
Radha: Kannan’s silence is confusing Radha
Kannan: Radhe, eternity alone can know the eternal.
Radha: True Kanna.It is foolishness when Radha tries to know the eternal, only through the perishable senses.
Kannan: Radhe Radhe…
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Radha: Kanna, this festival of Holi is an enjoyable celebration isn’t it?
Kannan: What joy does Holi bestow on Radha?
Radha: Isn’t it a spectacular celebration of different colours, Kanna ?
Kannan: Radhe, are these spectacular view of different colours, that confers joy to Radha?
Radha: Yes Kanna…
Kannan: Does that not contain a message that the base of all those colours is a single colour, Radhe?
Radha: That is right Kanna, if Radha is able to know that single colour, Radha will be able to know the witnessesr in Radha…
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Radha: Kanna, this Radha is indeed very fortunate, isn’t it?
Kannan: Of which fortune is Radha thinking about?
Radha: Did not Radha get the fortune of being every minute with Kannan and to be always be with the thought of Kannan?
Kannan: Whose luck is that Radhe?
Radha: That….. Kanna… That…
Kannan: Ha ha Radhe, if the mercy of Kannan is considered, the luck of Radha has no meaning. However if it is thought of as Radhe’s luck then the mercy of Kannan has no meaning.
Radha: Oh, indded it is Kannan who opens our eyes….the inner eye!!!
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Radha: Kanna, what am I?
Kannan: I is just a notion.
Radha: What is that thought Kanna?
Kannan: It.is a sort of misunderstanding.
Radha: What is the reason of misunderstanding?
Kannan: The turbulence of the waves of inherent tendencies.
Radha: What is the cause for the inner tendencies?
Kannan: It is the body consciousness, Radhe.
Radha: What is the cause of body consciousness?
Kannan: Fogetting the Supreme is the cause..
Radha: What should be done so as to not forget the Supreme One, Kanna?
Kannan: Always remember the Supreme so as not to forget and also, always remember whenever the Supreme is forgotten…
Radha: Kanna…Kanna…
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Radha: Why is Kannan hidden from Radha, Kanna?
Kannan: Isn’t it Radha herself, who is hidden from Kannan?
Radha: Is Radha hidden from Kannan?
Kannan: Radhe, depending on how honest we are, accordingly we gain in experiences.
Radha: Radha cannot hide anything from Kannan.
Kannan: In that case it is not possible for Kannan to avoid appearing before Radha.
Radha: But Radha is not able to get the wholesome form.
Kannan: Then it means that Radha would not have not have fully surrendered to Kannan.
Radha: True, how can I become Krishna’s own without surredering myself fully??
Kannan: Radhe.. Radhe…
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Kannan : Tell one wish of Radha..
Radha : Radha wants to live a life which understands and lives in consonance with Kannan’s mind.
Kannan : That wish will be fulfilled for Radha.
Radha : Then Radha will be very happy, Kanna… because Radha can live, for Kannan, as Kannan thinks.
Kannan : But Radhae, Kannan is one who lives for others, is it not?
Radha : This Radha likes to live for Kannan, who lives for all the others.
Kannan : Radhaeshyam…
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Radha : Why is the eye needed to see Kannan…Is not my Kannan, the Eye of my eyes?
Kannan : Early morning itself is Radha beginning to sing a song ?
Radha: Since yesterday these lines have been on the tip of my tongue. Radha is not getting the next line…Kannan only can help me get those lines.
Kannan : Kannan does not know, how to sing about Kannan.
Radha : If Radha can sing about Kannan, then why can’t Kannan?
Kannan : Since Radha has love towards Kannan, it will be possible for Radha. But Kanna loves Radha, is it not? Then how is it possible to sing about Kannan ?
Radha : So Kannan is not going to help Radha?
Kannan : Surely will help, Radhae!
If Kannan is the Eye of the eye, Radha is the eye of Kannan..?
Radha : Oh! What is this Kanna?.. Do not utter such words..
Kannan : Radhae, these lines are nothing before the premabhaava of Radha….
Radha : All by the grace of Kannan..
Kannan: Radhaeshyaam…
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Kannan : Is Radha happy at having obtained this birth ?
Radha : It has been heard that birth occurs due to deeds in the previous birth. However, in this life Radha has always been with Kannan, isn’t it ? Hence Radha believes that it is due to the good deeds of the previous birth.
Kannan : Does Radha want one more birth?
Radha : Yes Kanna… Radha yearns for successive births of being with Kannan.
Kannan : Will Radha not get tired of seeing Kannan always?
Radha : Kanna, if Radha has to get bored with seeig Kannan, Radha should cease to exist.
Kannan: Radhaeshyam!
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